It's been a tough couple of weeks. We have been oh so so so close to getting on the waitlist as I have mentioned on here, but I feel we are still so far away. Today especially I'm struggling with the feeling that we are NEVER going to get there. You know what I mean? Like I just can't take anymore. Adam and I were talking about how we had heard people talk about how frustrating the paperchase process was but we never really understood until we were right smack dab in the middle of the hard.
In reality we have everything authenticated we are just waiting on
The Lord has continually shown me durning this process that is not about timelines and what plans we set for ourselves but it is about his sovreignty. I am so so glad that I have him and that to trust in. I know that each little delay and stumble is getting us to our exact, perfect child for our family but it's hard to remember that right now. There is always tomorrow I guess... but today, today it is just hard.